Just find these from my diary, well, I think I wrote them on the train to Manchester, but can't remenber it clearly now. anyway, looks quite stupid. ---
what a lovely day, I think I am getting older today, getting thinner, but I think the most is about the future, the future is so unpredictable, the future is mysterious, let time pass, let water run, the world can turning without me, why me, a lonely soul still here, well let god decide about that then.