Have Xmas with father

I am planing for my trip for Xmas now. Suddenly, Father's image is just come to my thought, I think I really love him, God, I don't know why, the tear is in my eye now. What strange feeling. He is such good man, I wish he can always be healthy. I am like a girl now, too sensitive. Hehe, guess, that is how does human brain works, Chaos. well, tear is dry now, after I type this. Ya, I am still a strong man :D