Well, still reading the letter from her, and thinking the voice of her, her image is still so blur to me. She said she will read my web site, but can she understand what I say. she said I am in her heart, but how come I can't feel the closeness. I will forget about her, I will forget that blur image of her. not worth it, that was just a dream, not worth it, dream can never come true. not worth it, I will wake up from dream, now.

Feel so bad today, Feel so Lonly today, Feel so no mood to feel today. There are so many things in my head now, there are so many little things make me feel depressing, really don't know what to do. I think time like this you really need talk to someone. How come I can't find a friend.