Friday, May 23, 2003

How come nobody else comes in and leaves msg now...

Anyway we saw Matrix today, 6 of us... was really fun... Haitao and Zuoxuan called for rescue since they went out to get candy but forgot to take tkts with them... And guess what, we actually went into the cinema before the last session ended!!! Anxious people huh??... hahaha. :p Haitao seemed to have a great understanding of the whole movie/concept while the rest of us seemed very confused... real IT guy isn't he? He said most people in the movie were programs and viruses... then Zuoxuan said what if Haitao himself is a virus waiting to be deleted... kewl kewl... kekeeekeke... :) Haitao and Zhangning were arguing with each other about the movie, Haitao went on and on... seemed like he knew everything about it... really convincing... Zuoxuan said he likes seeing Haitao buildng up arguments and persuading other people... I have to agree with that too... that's when Haitao's power and charm show... : )

Gotta go back to study now... 3 more exams next week... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ><"
After Matrix
After watching matrix, there are just so many thought come up to my mind. So what is real world, what we fighting for, isn’t that all the wonderful things, and everything is just illusion.
Yes, Purpose, we live and fight for the purpose of life. Without that, life won’t be same; life will be just too blank for us.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

There is no such thing as Right and Wrong, All depends on circumstances


How do we judge some thing as right and wrong? How do we know what is right and what is wrong?

We learn the correct way to behave in our own society; the habits, customs, language and manners we use which are acceptable in our society may unacceptable in other society.

Our sense of what is right and what is wrong depends upon many things, -upbringing, parental attitudes, friends, what type of environment we grown up in and live in now, and so on. Morality is therefore very complicated. What we considered is right, some body else might see as wrong.
In the end we have to make our own decisions about what is right or wrong. We all have the ability to make our own moral judgements. It means that there is no fixed moral code.

Things always have a good side and a bad side. For example, if you didn’t give money to a beggar, people might think you were unsympathetic, but by not giving him the money you may make that beggar get a new job and a new life.

Only the computer or pieces of electronics which can use “1” and “0”, true or false to process information, the human brain works in a much more complicated way. There are so many possibilities for the human brain to process before it can judge right and wrong.

For example, two men fight. Both of them are always looking for excuses to prove they are innocent. They both say they are right. How can we judge them? By what? By their speech! By their good looks? However most people will judge them by the moral code of our own society. But I don’t think so! As we know there is no perfect person, so how can imperfect people make a perfect moral code? How can people use an imperfect moral code to judge a person?

From the point above it shows clearly how weak our moral code, so we can not judge everything. Let history to judge us. Whenever you try to judge a person or other society, please remember that you will never know the right and wrong.

There are so many things that can prove my opinion.

Even in Christianity only god can be perfect, so imperfect human will never make perfect judgements. So there is no such thing as right and wrong, all depends on circumstances.

Monday, May 19, 2003

second day went out for dinner, God, I feel fat, I feel I need a lot excercise. tomorrow morning is another working day, can I hit the target. I hope I can, then I can just try to sell pre-pay phone. got a lot things need to read, notes, book, there are just too much things need to read now.
anyway, life is going on.
Wish for World peace :D

Thursday, May 15, 2003

shouted to chenchen(cousin) from last night until today, God he really set me on fire, he lost his PS2, He lost his Mp3 player, and he lost 200 pounds to someone he doen't even know the surname. I wish I can just kick him. but hey he is not my son, and my uncle will sort him out. Why can't I just have peace and quiet day. Great, I just talked to his headmaster, now the things is not on my hand. I shall just wait and see what happen next.

Monday, May 12, 2003

I reallised that I have been listened this song over and over again, feeling so alike. to the gal I love, to the sun.

I miss you

Sunday, May 11, 2003

This is Leada... I'm at Haitao's place... Yes, everyday there are pretty gals visiting Haitao's place. Isn't that nice! ^___^" I tried to post msg here yesterday without success, so now I'm kinda forced by Haitao to post one...He says 'sit down and u can start logging in'... haha! Haitao cooked nice meal, rescued me from endless and tiring study... thanks to him. But I'm so full now... feeling sleepy!!! Anyway, nice start, will write more next time.
what a day. by the way that was yesterday now, since it is 1.25 am, anyway, only sold 3 phone, not bad, but not the best, my friend Xu Bing beat me, but hey she is pretty may be that is why :D, well, I think I just had a bad day that is all, bad luck all day round. life is moving on. I just hope in 8 hours time I can get more phone out of shop.
money is root of all evil.

Friday, May 09, 2003

zuo xuan want to get a web site like my one, but I won't tell him how.
zhang ning is here today. we talk about apple computer, but I still think apple is crap, pc rule.
well, sai na is here today, she is our friend, me and my flatmate, and she is going to cook us some chicken, well, hopefully it is eatable.
Just find these from my diary, well, I think I wrote them on the train to Manchester, but can't remenber it clearly now. anyway, looks quite stupid. ---
what a lovely day, I think I am getting older today, getting thinner, but I think the most is about the future, the future is so unpredictable, the future is mysterious, let time pass, let water run, the world can turning without me, why me, a lonely soul still here, well let god decide about that then.
Have to work tomorrow, God, I am so tired, but money is money, and being a sales man can always give you more chance to meet people and talk to people.
My name is Gao Yuguang, I am Hai Tao's friend, I own him a lot money. :D
To all my Dear Friend, this is first message I post on my web site, I hope you all like my new web site. I haven't really put anything on it yet. but Hey, I am busy, I always have excuse for this. I will post my information to this web site from now on, so if you want to see what am I doing? do check my web site.
Have a good day.